Archive for March, 2006

red pill or the blue pill?

Well, it had to be asked…

I think from now on I'm going to actually ask people that question before I even try to wake them up. At least then I know whether or not they'll have a receptive mind without having to exhaust my efforts on someone who's asleep and really really wants to stay asleep. It's an inquisitive nature that us humans have, we want to know what's behind all the doors. Most people only think there are two doors, based solely on the manufactured perception of a left / right, good / evil paradigm. The reality is that there are an infinate number of doors. What's behind one door is not necessarily better than what's behind another. We can't and won't know until we walk through it and make the choice to have that experience.

I can see it in people's faces when I talk to them, in most cases their face changes from an expression firstly of amusement (because at first they don't actually think you're being serious). Then comes amazement followed closely by fear. 'How can this be?' is the question I can see in their eyes. It's at that very moment that the seed is planted and they either start fighting it with their belief structure or they start to accept it as being a possiblility and want more information.

The reason I decided to write about this is because yesterday I was watching the Animatrix, one of the stories is about a training exercise to test if someone who 'woke up' would go back to the life they had before, the life of ignorance and being asleep. Watching it made me think what it would be like to go back to that way of thinking. There are times when I think life might be 'easier' or less complex if I hadn't woken up. Then I realised that I wouldn't want to lose the knowledge that I have gained. Once you wake up, you can't go back to sleep, and you know you can't, but that doesn't stop you wishing sometimes that maybe you could.

"woof woof" went the sheep dog

Here's a transcript of an MSN conversation I had tonght with someone I knew from school…

 

a person says:

http://surveylink.yahoo.com/wix/p1212520.aspx

a person says:

forward this email on. each time a survery is completed they donate £2 to breast cancer care

Rob… says:

i'd rather donate the £2 in person rather than complete a survey thanks

a person says:

why?

a person says:

its a few questions about celebrety mums

a person says:

and are you really gonna donate the £2 instead?

Rob… says:

and why would i want to do a survey about celebrity mums?

Rob… says:

i already have

a person says:

because even if you make up the answers the charity gets £2

a person says:

its 2 mins of your time

Rob… says:

no

a person says:

whats wrong with giving them an extra £2 for nothing?

Rob… says:

a lot

Rob… says:

can't be arsed to go into it, but it's against my principles

Rob… says:

£2 or no £2

a person says:

doing something so small for good is AGAINST your principles?

Rob… says:

'charity starts at home' not in some fucked up multi-national corporation

a person says:

but ur not even giving away ur money

Rob… says:

no, i'd be giving something far more important away

Rob… says:

my thoughts

Rob… says:

my opinions, my beliefs

a person says:

that u secretly think victoria beckham is the best dressed mum?

Rob… says:

a lot more information can be obtained through one of those 'surveys' than you'd think

a person says:

oh, rob fuck off. you really have gone fucking weird. i can't bearsed with you. you very being selfish.

 

This person then blocked me on MSN. YEY! Someone from way back thinks I'm 'wierd'. Top 'nana!

Aside from the [edit: crap] Yoda impersonation at the end, I can totally understand why this person may have thought that, because I would've thought I was wierd too before I woke up. However, before I woke up I would've respected their opinion and pressed the matter no further, perhaps enquired as to why they thought that and tried to see it from their perspective.

Instead this particular female (of the 'baa baa' mentality genus) decided to exert the famous 'sheep dog' bark of social 'conformity'. Goal denied.

I've made several attempts to try and wake this person up gently, to no avail, I actually don't think you could wake her up if you hit her in the shin with a metaphorical sledgehammer. Am I arsed about it? Nup. 'Some people are so dependant on the system that they will fight to protect it.'

Today's other events have been quite interesting though. Last night I made a few copies of the Alex Jones DVD called 'Martial Law 9/11: Rise of the Police State' to give to people at work. Nearly all of the copies I made were gone within the first hour of me getting into work. Go team Truth! Remember I said I was re-opening my blog because of something extra-ordinary happening? Well, two weeks ago Channel 4 in the UK broadcast a 'documentary' about the 'Falling Man' of 9/11, the guy who was photographed falling from the tower bearing a striking resemblance to the 12th tarot card which signifys sacrifice, the Hanging Man. Even the title of the 'documentary' hinted at the symbolic significance of the photo which was broadcast in every newspaper on the morning on September 12th. Of course, as you will come to realise (if you haven't already) everything you are fed in the mainstream media is bullshit (sometime spun from the truth to varying degrees) and this airing by Channel 4 was no different.

Anyway, the next day at work Klara and I independantly started talking to people about the programme and asking what people thought about it. I went into the staff room to get a drink and heard Klara talking to a woman about the program. Needless to say, this piqued my interest and I joined in. I was talking with two other people at the time also and there was another guy who works outside was reading his book just next to us. I went into the basics of 9/11, what it means and what the New World Order is. My attention turned to Klara's conversation after the two people I was talking with finished their break. We got quite involved in the conversation which seemed to be striking a chord with the lady we were talking to. The other guy who was reading his book seemed to be taking particular interest when I mentioned the New World order and the Illuminati.

As it turned out he knew about the Illuminati, the all-seeing-eye, the New World Order and the masons involvement. This pleasantly surprised me. I have never really spoken to this guy before, he always appeared to be shy and kept himself to himself, now I think I understand why. I think that maybe he was afraid of the sheep dog mentality being subjected to social conformity of speaking his mind to people. Of course, that's just a stab in the dark, a total guess. The two of us got into a really good conversation, our views differed slightly in some respects, he had a slightly religious view, while I didn't. Despite this, the underlying principle of the enslavement of humanity was the same. He mentioned to me how he's read prophecies of the destruction of Israel and how he sees these become true at the moment, something which certainly sounds possible (because, remember, anything is possible). Klara and the other lady went back to work while I carried on talking to this guy. Then another lady came into the staffroom who had evidently been speaking to Klara earlier in the day and heard this guy and I talking and joined in as well.

I was nearly gob-smacked when I heard this lady talking, she was quite possibly the person I'd least expect to hold an interest in, or have any knowledge of the topic. This is what I mean about 'gloriously fantastically uniting'. Here were people in the process of waking up right in front of me. minT! All in all I spoke to four people who were in various stages of awareness ranging from the completely unaware to the very aware.

So, after seeing this and experiencing how other people see things I decided I needed to provide some stimulus for people to get informed which is the one thing the New World Order is counting on us not to do. Afterall 'knowledge is power'. I had a difficult choice, which DVD to show people first. Well, I thought I'd start off with Martial Law because it pretty much covers everything in sufficient detail to make any sane person start thinking. As Bill Hicks implied, it's all about planting seeds, once the seed is there then it'll grow. Alex Jones sure knows his stuff so I felt that his DVD would be the best to start with. I did think about the Loose Change DVD, but that's somewhat more focussed specifically on 9/11 and the myriad of evidence to dis-prove the 'offical' story.

So, right now I've given out the DVD's, I have a week off work and will just wait to see and hear people's reactions, to see what they think because at the end of the day it's about freedom, and freedom definately includes the right to hold your own opinion (just so long as it is actually yours and not a media-induced, brainwashed opinion). If anyone needs more information (which I'm fairly sure people will because once you plant the seed it demands to be watered) or if they need more information about the details of 9/11 then I'll show them the Loose Change documentary.

Throughout all of this though, I strongly want people to actually think for themselves, and that means critically anaylising everything that they are exposed to information-wise. It's an exciting time to be alive boys and girls! 

are you alive?

The first line of Battlestar Galactica, and I couldn't think of a more poignant question facing humanity as a whole right now. If you answer yes, then how would you describe yourself as being alive? By being concious? By having the impression of free-will? By having sentience? By the most basic biological definition, of respiration, reproduction, organisation, growth, adaptation and response?

If someone asked me this three years ago I would have probably responded with all of the above. By the most basic definition I'd say yes, I was alive, but now, the first few responses have me a little stumped when I think about humanity as a whole. The reason I say this is that while most people think that they are alive, that they are sentient and have complete free will they are restricting themselves to only what they think 'alive' is. Free will, to go and do as you please, go anywhere, do anything, but you're restricted to what your senses tell you is 'real'.

I've become aware of this reality, it's confines which are imposed on us through an incredible amount of conditioning. In essence we've restricted ourselves by believing that we are restricted. I know of this restriction and am a strong believer in creating our own reality through the sheer unimaginable power of our spirit and sub-conscious.

Once we realise what controls us, we realise what we can control.