Well,
A month later I get a txt message from a number I’ve never seen before saying…

“I no you really think i am a ‘Heartless Bitch’ Im sorry.”

I’m fairly damn sure about who it’s from, and if you’ve been reading my blog for the past week or two then you’d probably know too. Quite what it’s meant to mean is something which evades me and I don’t particularly want to know. If it was meant to be some sort of closure then it’s way too late, I’ve done that without any sort of feedback and I think I’ve done it pretty well.

If it’s meant to be an apology in a hope of making things up then that’s something I don’t even want to consider. If someone can treat me the way she did, and show such utter disregard for another human being’s feelings then as far as I’m concerned, I’m not interested. I now know that I deserve to be treated better.

All in all it’s a pretty empty and pathetic message to send. If it was a few weeks ago then maybe I could see why someone would say those words, but now they really do just seem empty to me and that person seems even more empty than I thought possible. What scares me is that I thought that person was anything but empty. To me they seemed to be a deep, caring and interesting person. On the surface. We don’t have much “time” in this life. What’s the point in wasting it by being hollow?

When all is said and done, if that person was truely “sorry” then they would’ve said so a long long time ago.

So here’s what happened when I received it… Menu>Messages>New Messages>Read>…..>Options>Delete>Delete New Message?>OK.

End of.